I know I make fun of you everytime you say something cheesy
but truth is, as I’m sure you already know, I actually really like it a lot. It’s just been a long time since someone’s been so nice to me and I just don’t know how to react sometimes and I have a hard time talking about my feelings and squishy stuff like that because ya kno,
I’m a korean ggangpae heheh
but I just want to say that you mean so much to me. I’m truly blessed and too lucky to have someone like you.
When everything sucks and I’m feeling down, I remind myself that I have the best boyfriend ever and just the thought of you makes me smile and gives me an energy boost. Like right now, I’m feelings extremely stressed and anxious
but then I think about you and everything is okay and you instantly make everything better
and I know that no matter how hard my weeks are, as long as I get to be with you on the weekends,
or now bad my day is, as long as I get those few minutes with you on the phone
I’ll be okay and I can endure and survive anything as long as I have you.
And when I’m next to you I forget all the bad things going on in my life,
hehe I’m actually a very unhappy person when you’re not around and you hve no idea what kind of impact you have on me.
ya know, before you stumbled into my life, I hated everything. quite literally
you kinda have an idea of how I was before you,
but you don’t know how many times I’ve cried myself to sleep, drank alone, crying in my room, and the terrible things I did to myself trying to get and feel better
and the situtation back then isn’t much different than it is now. it’s actually all the same shit
and some days, the bad feelings come again and I feel myself slipping
but what’s different now is that I have you.
I’m sorry if this is overwhelming
And it scares me sometimes because I feel like I need to be with you more than you need to be with me.
but thank you so much for being with me
I don’t know what a mess up like me did to deserve you
kissing is great
but wow when you get to kiss someone you have feelings for and you’ve wanted to kiss them for the longest time and you get to stroke their face and you’re so aware of their body and how nice their lips feel
"I’ve had nothing, so I appreciate everything"
s.a.k. (via easycome-easy-go)
determined to make this last. don’t worry